I know everyone has said something about this recently, but it's hit me too.
The uninspired/unmotivated bug.
But it is not just on here. It is everywhere. Maybe I am still in cold recovery phase, maybe I am just not wanting to move and down with the snuggling in/hibernation movement, but I can't find the energy or the drive to do things like get off my butt to the gym (though boxing at 9:30 tomorrow morning=I promised) or have an actual good workout when I get there, post on here, look at my Reader, catch up on Facebook/Twitter (a sorority sister just got engaged. Cool.) or do anything social/good for me. I am craving water right now and there is a water bottle about 5 feet from me but I can't muster up the motivation to leave my seat. It. Is. Sad.
The worst thing is that I am afraid I am getting ready to settle. I've found a couple jobs I want to apply to, but can't find it in me to follow through. I am willing to give up my dreams to settle for an easy fix and money. And I really don't want to do that.
So I need to find something to push me through. Milty says I should buy my Alumni Weekend Dress (capital D) now, to motivate and inspire and make me think of spring and sunshine and warm weather. Thoughts?
I also think I need to have a good weekend of FUN. Like, really really need it. I haven't done anything social in a while. a while while. I am seeing a friend on Friday, but he will most likely disappoint me. As per usual.
Love and kisses.
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