Funny Is as Funny Does.

So ARD sent me a link to this fabulously hilarious website- Awful Library Books. It is these two women, and people can submit outdated and awkwardly atrocious (pictures of) books and sometimes excerpts. It is one of the funniest things I have ever seen. 

The Ravens are about to beat the Browns (thank goodness-I couldn't handle that loss) and I am one week closer to hearing back about a job. I also sent out some thank you emails earlier tonight to some people who are helping me with my continued search.

I feel like such a whiner, but I am just working to keep my head above water and try and remain productive. I know I don't even have to take on all that I do-If I wanted I could probably work a 16 hour week every week and just do nothing with my time, but I am not built for that. So I keep piling stuff on to stay busy and keep working towards goals that I am not even sure of what they really are. I mean, yes, I have tangible goals-find a job, lose weight, pay student loans-but it feels as if I am working towards something else that I don't know what it is. But isn't that what the whole "rat race"/"keeping up with the joneses" is all about, in the negative sense? Just continuing to plug away for more and more and not really being fulfilled? Maybe when I find a career that I enjoy this feeling will go away, but as for right now I feel emptier than I had hoped, I guess is the only way to put it.

Or maybe I need to get out and have a real social life. Take a weekend away from everything to just relax and not think about it. And eat Coldstone's birthday cake remix.