Thursday, November 5, 2009

Just The Car(oline) Facts (Part 1)

Last night my youngest sister called, upset because a boy had given her a little bit of a run around. During our discussion, we talked about how she needed to learn to love herself for who she was and not to need a boy to make her happy. I mentioned that I have been alone for a looong time, and she responded saying that I was happy. Well. I'm not happy being alone, but I am happy being myself. And to be this, I have come to realize some things about myself.

1) I will never be a size 2, much less a size 8. The smallest I have ever been was a size 12. I am just not built to be tiny. My dad is 6'6" and a really broad guy, and no matter what it will not happen.

2) I will always be a dork. I can try all I want to be cool, but it's not happening.

3) I will never know how to make it happen. I can flirt (kind of) but I don't know how to make a date and catch the guy. I am constantly stuck between being a friend and being a friend. I can't ever tell if the guy is interested or not-when I think they are they aren't, when I think they aren't they are, and when I realize this its always too late.

4) I will always quote movies I like-forever. Anchorman has been out now for how long? and I still quote it semi religiously. 

5) I will also sing along to almost all songs in the car. Or in the movie theater. Or anywhere. Yeesh.

Thats it for now. I'm watching Some Like It Hot and it's distracting me, haha.

1 comment:

  1. That's awesome that you have such a strong sense of yourself. It's sad that some women don't accept themselves and always try to be something they're not!

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